I was just cribbing about my love life, when I felt a special communication come through, instead of opening my diary, I’ve decided to share it right here… as a reminder for myself! We all seek to love and be loved, yet, it is very vital, to REMAIN IN MY LOVE! I have been having doubts and feelings of “why” and I asked in prayer, that my thoughts be cleansed. Cleansing, often means to ACCEPT what you’re THINKING ALREADY and opening the flood gates of GRATITUDE, in search for a BETTER THOUGHT to work from. You begin to realise, then, that it isn’t about the memories of the past, they’re meant to heal… the present and create the future. It is however, scary, when you look at the past and yet, without releasing the past, you are still tied to it in the present and YES, this does have an effect on the future too! Nothing is more powerful that to KNOW that you have HEAVEN to turn to and KNOW more. This is only possible if what you want is to really work it out… instead of WALLOWING in the PAST and BLOCKING a possible ABUNDANT FUTURE. Love between two partners MUST be ACKNOWLEDGED first within YOURSELF, before you ARE CAPABLE OF SHARING IT WITH EACH OTHER!
This sentence so aptly mentioned in John 15: 9
“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.” John 15:9
Love is a riot of emotions, it is that part of you that is filled with acceptance. This acceptance begins with a deeper understanding and acceptance of who you are. It isn’t about the OTHER PERSON, this experience is about you. Now, if you’re having DOUBTS, then these doubts are on their way to becoming your reality. In a relationship, especially, the ones that are on the threshold of becoming a co-creating relationship, the need is for the energy to meet at the point of co-creation. Remember, in the conscious world, you both have separate influences and influencers and needs and wants and desires. However, when the two of you unite in the physical realm to create, you are first bonded at the spirit level before the physical bond is established and affirmed. It is important therefore to understand, that if the both of you are having thoughts, first or second, it is part of the cleansing of “baggage” from the history of your relationships and experiences, before you can be connected to each other again…
As you grow up, the ideas of WHO YOU WANT TO BE WITH, continue to change in accordance to experiences with other people, this is also a process, the process, evolves as you make new choices. Here you must also remember, that YOU ARE PART OF THE CREATOR in the FLESH and so, every thought you have manifests in form. So, with every new choice you make, your thoughts evolve and so does the qualities and visions about your partner. Once, you have affirmed the ASK, you shall RECEIVE and when you REVISE your choices, you must let go of the OLD to let in the new.
Don’t begin again, with baggage… look at this as a brand new start, feel new feelings, create new memories, fill your lives with a brand new spiritual meaning. Do this for yourself! Remember, you have attracted him back into your energy with a purpose and this purpose is YOUR INTENT. He is but a CATALYST, not the SOURCE of the INTENT and so, everything, that you feel and experience, is either strengthening your receiving or weakening it. The source of all that is happening between the two of you, begins with you.
Your HUMAN experience isn’t allowing you to move away from history into the now, remember, you are the source and this whole relationship is now being built by your intent. I will also share a secret with you, since you are asking for signs and wanting to heal from the past. He never gave up on you, he moved out of the way for you to be happy. In his desire, to seek your happiness first, he tried, to move on, he tried to let go, yet, in his prayers, it was always YOU. We are witness to that, even though, he may have had looked another place and felt another love, his heart always has been waiting, for you to say “yes” most emphatically. For in you he has met the woman he has dreamt to be with and wants really to be the man you want to be with too! He spends more time, in trying to be the man of your dreams, everyday, learning something new about how he feels about you and what you would like. Let not his love for you be filled with your doubts… look at him from the space of BEINGNESS, in which you chose him and he chose you. The only “thoughts” that are keeping you apart, are the ones formed in your physical reality. The one that has to do with PHYSICAL distances, visible marks and experiences.
Release, with faith, to your sub-conscious knowing. In the depth of your being you can feel his “longing to be with you”, just waiting to feel “you longing to be with him”. Follow your KNOW, and let FLOW!
Stay aligned to what you KNOW, what you BELIEVE is ever changing!