Memories


I never thought I would be writing this post… then again… I must have Winking smile. In a world where thoughts become things I am actually glad I chose the “good ones”

2014 was a year of many endings that be-came beginnings, the more I released the more space I had to create and that is a GIFT!

Released OLD relationships… very old “must feel”… the sunset… a friend… for a reason… letting my dreams float into the universe… and from the universe… become things… I have manifested in my life.

For the last few days… I have been thinking about the beautiful “memories” that 2014 gave me… Each month had a story to tell and an experience to “HOLD”… the good ones… helped me grow… the bad ones… helped me KNOW… and both felt equally PRECIOUS!

I still don’t know the path ahead… it keeps unfolding ONE experience at a time… the HAPPINESS is in knowing that there is DIVINE perfection in the way things OPEN UP Winking smile 

Who would believe… that after many years of “Craving” a relationship I would bump into the perfect person for me… and love the very essence of what I felt. I knew in that moment… this is HOW I wanted to feel… and from that CHOICE… came… perspectives… the more I loved how I felt… the more I felt of it. Then came the “test”… OLD PATTERNS… Old Relationships… old contracts… old choices came up… and I allowed myself… the experience… taking one at a time… and knowing that even though they were beautiful… precious… part of me would go back… and choose “HOW I WANTED TO FEEL” over “WHO I CHOSE TO FEEL IT WITH”.

It is interesting… that everyone who walked back… came… felt… I chose… to keep repeating… till I was “guided” to release… to allow myself closures. I walked into 2015 sparkling new… “memories” intact… happiness intact… people detached. Such comfort in understanding that I can choose the EXPERIENCE over the PEOPLE!

So, here’s what I experienced in 2014:

1) Sunsets:  Sunsets are a beautiful time of releasing the day… allow yourself the pleasure of GOODBYES! They are healthy… know that these goodbyes… will create a brand new HELLO!

2) Dress Up and Show UP: the kind of choice you make… when YOU know that there is nothing to lose… an experience to gain…. YOU are aware of your expectations… and you go ahead anywhere… who did imagine that one tiny step… a “cheers to US”… would open me up to a brand new experience! I love the deck, the dreamy lights, endless love and our first kiss. What I do remember… is spontaneously allowing “Friday to speak to me… through… music and people and pure awesomeness”… the kick that I knew it before… I did “…. Imagine the end result” and everything and everyone co-inspired to make it “YES”

3) Miracles are a matter of CHOICE: Choosing to write a new story begins with taking a step… buying the DIYAS was all the action I needed to take… to make “tokens of light” a brilliant event… Open-mouthed smile 

4) Thoughts to become things: if you choose the ones that you do want! The video the article the coverage… getting the energy correct. Abundance is ME. I want the space… with all the décor as a birthday gift. I want to be in Goa on Friday. I want to have better relationships… I want to go to a gurudwara, I want to go to a dargah, I want to go to the Bahai temple. I want to finale the workshop.

5) The universe does co-inspire outcomes… if you choose the OUTCOME over the circumstance… : I got a gift… a phone I wanted. I got a holiday I wanted partly paid for… Imagine… the “to Mumbai” was paid for… and the decision to GO was all I needed for a series of MIRACLES to take place… amazing! The beginning of ALL OF ME LOVES ALL OF YOU… a journey that is still unfolding… and it is amazing!

6) Letting go and letting flow: could mean many things… Death can be meaningful… a choice to retain the memory or receive the healing it brings… it is OK to have an emotional outburst… everyone does… for a purpose… it’s a release… from the OLD and the BEGINNING of something KNEW!

Some of the thoughts that became things… created a beautiful story

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